Edie: ... And you think just because everybody always comes to your rescue, it means that you're loved. Well, it doesn't. It means that you're helpless.! ...
{Via} Desperate Housewives - S 02. E 22.
先說說上面這段QUOTE的意思。
我的理解是:你以爲自己有難有很多人幫你說明你很受歡迎,哼,其實不是。那只能證明你的無能。
我記得這句話在wallop上跟某人說過。還自嘲說受「西方腐敗思想」影響太大。多麽偉大的CCP啊。所謂的道德敗壞。快去讀「毛澤東思想」淨化淨化。因為這部肥皂劇本來要在CCTV-8播放的。就沖著我說的原因最后夭折了。「Friends」也是。播了幾集也就停了。
我看「Desperate Housewives」完全出于它有一頓豐盛的俚語大餐。一如既往如「O.C」。看多了開口閉口就一大把英文從嘴裏甩出來。完全不用想的。
我對「Desperate Housewives」的評價不會太高。只有上面那段QUOTE是我在看這部肥皂劇唯一訢賞的。也是唯一學到的東西。所以今天看到Bulaoge有人說:獨立的同義詞是無助。萬分的匪夷所思。中國人就是太懂得依賴。不喜歡什么都往自己身上攬。這一點永遠不及日本人的獨立。這是我小學老師說的。這也是中國人素質敗给日本人的其中一個原因。
Review,關于「Desperate Housewives」的。很多。多數人不會喜歡Susan,就是因為幾乎和她在一齊的男人都被她害得好慘。而且我也經常看她哭哭啼啼的樣子,非常折磨人。
加上女人本能反應:妒忌。更讓我覺得這個角色讓我感到無所適從。反而其他3位女郎都能恰好地控製她們週圍髮生的一切一切。不擇手段也好。什么都好。人不為己,天誅地滅呢。
開始我是不喜歡Edie。她的樣子比較屬于窮兇極惡那類。特別是在兇Susan的時候,我也不知道該拿什么形容詞來形容她。說的話也很惡毒。例如:sleazy little whore之類。
不過她在醫院駡Susan那段我會永遠記得。我是刹那間覺得她很可憐。到底閙得如此不愉快爲了什麽。可能我們女人之間的爭嘈,嫉妒,猜疑,攀比,鈎心鬥角是永沒止境的吧。
I.
yesterday night... my hubby saw my book catalogue from Bol... i wonder why he can found out this book - Full HOuse II casually... his mother love the korean actor - Rain very much... he told me the TV series Full House was recomposed by a korean novel which has the same name with... n then... the second one is now selling... so i bought it ... n sum' essay books...
im not happy ... cuz we often fights recent days... ALL BECAUZE THE FUCKIN' WORD : ENVY N NONCONFIDENCE ...his mother doesn't like me just because im too supercilious... n always create difficulties for her son... anyway... i've say... she's also overbearing... not like my hubby's aunt... a nice women... a warm-heart woman... i dun care wut the others think about me... inclub his mother... thought u will cuss me ... n found another girls for my hubby... so...? as long as he loves me... i won't care everyhing... anything... ^^...
II .

TODAY... i bought a couple doll ! Mirmo! four cutie doll from Japanese Cartooooon character... lovely ...ar... i bought them for our relationshop... a new journoool of our life... i only wanna prove i've already forgive you ... u done sumthin' bad sum days before... also... i forgive ya mother... however wut she think about me... i know she just wanna protect you ... a mother's spontaneous mind ...
Congratulations!!!!!
english blogger Yan Lao has published his first book about popular culture of english... named English - The Real Deal... what a pity i still haven't found out where 2 buy in guangzhou yet... -[]-... actually... i dun know him 2much... i just feel he's a nice guy... XD... im a big fans of his blog... and he knows cantonese... ? ... a liitle bit surprised there is a such brilliant guy... XD... i dun know much cantonese ppl who are worth 4 respecting ... or im possibly r a bad luck girl can NOT meet them... even only one... TOT... plus... a well-beloved ppl should be nice... warmhearted and not so peacockish as some pseudo one... (im trying to be the true one... no matter wut... im going 2 buy this book... XD...
I am always on your side... YAN... n... i have the same Last name with him... ORZ...
Apr 29th Update:
i recived Yan's book the day before yesterday... i totally know wut the meaning of "when u know more... u'll found out much more that u dun no... ! i remember i have been and asked Tony wut is the meaning of "ABC"... i can't belived my en speaking go so far as to such feckless... !!! OMG...
take an example... "Kick Kiss"... i will think it is not a good sentence cuz there is a word "ASS"... but it means "awesome!" i always can hear "kiss my ass... " "kiss my ass... " in some American TV show... if i don't listen careully... it will makes a language joke...
second... i found out most of slang is come from Blackie Culture... it reminds me a rap artist... HIM! im crash on Jin Au-Yeung... recently... why he's GREAT? not only because he's a chinese... not only because he won Freestyle Battling Match for 7 times... ! he has a great reaction and didn't use much slang for battling... but he knows blackie culture well!
however... Yan helps me a lot... no matter with his blog or book... i must keep practising... !!
language luver...
06.04.29
he is irreplaceable.
he means the world to me.
he is my world.
I've never met someone so sweet, incredible, kind-hearted, generous and genuine in my entire life. He came into my life unexpectedly, at a time that I knew I needed a change. Something new. But I didn't think meeting the closest thing to perfect was in store for me. Words could just never explain what he means to me. I’m so blessed to have him in my life. And I only hope he knows how much I love him.
ummm... it looks like i still being a stupid girl... loll...or maybe it is my intuition of somebody who like dressing up make-up clothers that looks like a ghost to me... mostly ppl think they ain't good person... actually... not all of them do...
two new yokemates change my mind drastically...today he asked me what will you think about me if you don't know me in the street...? lol.. i don't know how to answer his question at alll! ... i don't wanna said... you truly look like a jerk if i don't know you! i was hurt by them ... I HAD NOT a very good impression of ppl who looks soooo... arrogant? smug? shady? or sth like that... that's the way he looks like! lol.. but actullay... he's a good person... helpfull... warmhearted... at least.. he loves his mother... though everytime he tries to depreciate ppl with fun... i always take it all as a joke...
the others girl who has the same nickname with me ... she also nice! and cute... she told me when she saw me at the first time... she knews we will be good friends... (not like sb.)... if i don't know her and meet her in the street... i absolutely will think she's a b-girls... :P... she's talented.. nice talking... haha...... they make me know i can't see one person clearly with his face or his clothers... (someone told me he can ...= =|||...)...everyone has their own talent...though them haven't proved themselves provisional... i am still keeping my own tenet of making-friends...
YOU GOT TALENT. ILOVE YOU.! (via form my dear Answer... :p )
i've never been sooooooooo touched...
music, movie, everyone in my heart just can't help me fall into our true love world again...
what so proud of ?
Pride And Prejudice gave me the answer.
love, it is. our honest heart.
It is difficult for me to write about this movie inclub this novel, i was touched long time ago since i've read it. i remember i thought this novel was VERY VERY boring that i read it in the first time when i still a child... why i changed my mine ? grew up? or i know what is "love" means?
definitely NOT.
im pleased on it just 'cauze the title, i fount out much more than before after i read it carefully... many many things that i could not express in the word... sometimes, i even wanna shout out... how dare you been so crazy and implausible?
a great movie should not only be in do something superficial... Director, actor, actress and the composer must stay in line and do their best job.
i luv all of their cinematography, acting and soundtrack, they don't make me disappointed even a few minutia of the whold movie art ... especially Matthew MacFadyen, i dun know why he makes me feel he's a little bit Alan Rickman... and i was joking to my friends, he will be more and more captivating when he is getting old...
the most wonderful part is they trangle with each other in the rain... i can't not help myself to stop thinking... i can see the suspense and contradiction in Mr Darcy's eyes but more is pity and losing, he's rude, and even is a jerk in Liz's mind, PREJUDICE can not be changed in a few words...
she's a lucky girl, i envy her has such a brilliant man... standing there... loving her... always have... always will... no matter what... no matter how...
actually there also has a problem of the movie cutting, mostly exquisite emotion between Liz and Darcy in the original novel was cut,
and our Keira Knightly seems a little bit frivolous when she was smiling,
anyway, it is worth for watching ...
it is necessary to tell everyone who are they... one is my ex-boyfriend.. also my best love... and the other one is my friend ...
i don't remember clearly what was that day (maybe it was vanlentine... or sth. else.. ), and he was thinking about a present which should he bought for me... my friend has commended a cd album named [Bee Gees - Their Greatest Hits: The Record] for him... 'cauze we both love music.. he knows what i want... but my luver has another ideas about it... he has more clealy thinking about mine... but he can't found it anywhere... he told me that he has look for mostly place...
so today. i have recommendation for ya two and everybody... the others greatest hits about love of the Bee Gees, thought everything has past away, but love won't and NEVER... til now, this great team still bright and shiny.
how the damn cantonese mostly are fucking bastard ! the others province person said cantonese are all pawky, like brearking faith with who was promised and love money more than his morality and repute! i think so and absolute agree with. if your friends lies to you what the hell you will talk to him?!
my sister's brother(not my brother.) has promised me to fix my scanner few months ago. he gave me a phone call few days later and said the power supply has broken and just need to change one. ok. change the power supply needs three or four months?! as a relative i haven't ask him back like a creditor and i am embarrassed too, i called him yestester and ask him the price of the disc-carving machine and when he give back my scanner, he actually told me he has borrowed to someone and that guys said it was broken and he was fixing... shit! how dare he borrow sth to the other which it isn't belong to him?! don't you all think it is funny?!
about the others two shit guys, one is my uncle (i don't know what should i call him correctly.) and his friend, i remember that my hard disc has broken , then my father asked him bought a new one from his friends, but that shit gave me a half broken one, i have alreadly told my uncle it has something wrong! but he said "what ?! where?!"..damn it. to tell you the truth, no one won't cheat you except your parents, even your kin, one of my father's close friend tells my father and me, his wife's brother cheat lots of his money and solt his car. how dirty and cheap they are! however, maybe a cold people or bilk or some one like these aren't inherent. this sociery made it! the shit CCP made it! i just pity it. only that.
btw
i found out japanese are crazy, why the god made Japanese... they are the god also the evil! they are brilliant in something respectable but also abnormal in sex, and dirty! i saw a post in a japanese blog on blogsome unconsciously, have you got an idea what is it talking about? i think mostly chinese can't accept or try out SM. (i think some of you know what is that mean if you have watched the sex video.) they not only play with that and even some dirty things like urine,feces. god damn it. i nearly threw up and closed it as quickly as i can. -_-. omg. i can't take it any more! they are "BT" as chinese' s saying. i truly truly truly preferably don't know japanese at that time. at least i don't know what is he talkin about. cuz there is a chinese saying too : When the eye do not see,the heart do not grieve. !!!
i could not fell asleep this night. I miss someone.
my chemistry teacher in No. 16 Middle School.
but if one day. i found out that love wasn't pure any more.........
i need a great spunk to publish this here....
yep. i know ... i know.. i should not be in love with him. though i knew. i knew i was wrong.
someone who lives in my heart. i fount out that i was still love him one day. i fount out that love was not pure any more.
i love . my chemistry teacher..
i was so pity that we studied together in a short time. only two months. yep. it is my fault. if i had not go to Masha in Junior three. if i am a good child. good student... then we can studied tgether for a year.
u know. when i saw you at the first time. i never had this feeling. as the begining that i have said. pity.
what a pity..
u tell me how to do in the chemistry experimentation in the afternoon. that was our first conversation..u was so serious and minutely. i look at your eyes... in the expression of your eyes. i am not only learn the knowledge from u .even i can feel your maintenance .though i don't know u at all...
i remenber.. most of my class's girls like the other teacher who teaches Class Three and Seven... i think they feel that guy is handsome and "man" ..... but i don't like that teacher at all ... i think he is so cool that it seems to.. he is better or be welcomed than my teacher. ..yep.. but i don't think so... i love him more than him. i love his class also. .. he always tell us more as Miss Xu.. maybe it is a school which is the best. by the way.. ( i don't think Masha's chemistry teach is worse than him also. i love both them. )
i don't love chemistry. though i want to learned it when i was in Junior one.. cuz i think it is a supernatural subject.!in fact. i don't like the science department at all.
all things are becauze of him ... i fall in love with this course. so histrionic. isnt' it? well .. i don't know it has happening for me. i don't know what is the feeling about him accurate. Perhaps i have a boyfriend at that time.
..... (i don't know how to say the center of this story)
i only remenber he must found the counter for me when he knows i haven't in the enter examination of Senior school.
i only remenber that ... his eyes... his phiz when he saw i put on the school skirt in the third day of the enter examination of Senior school. i won't forgot that expression in his eyes when i saw me... this life ! never...
i also remenber that i wait for him out of the classroom when the class bell rings.
so foolish i am. i fall in love with someone who won't love me...who i shouldn't be in loved..
this is the second time that i fall in love with a teacher.. maybe everyone thinks it is impossible. i just a littel girl ...everyone says that... how dare u have much feeling about love... am i really a bad girl.?
sigh... i still miss him.. and i remenber ... i passed by No 16 middle school with my ex-boyfriends one day.. i saw him... i saw hime with some the others teacher... i threw off my ex-boyfriend's hand immediately... i wonder why i have such feeling.. i am not afraid those teachers... i just afraid of him.. i afraid that if he knew our concern... what happen to me ... i worried about his feeling unexpectely... well.. he saw me of course... but i think he no long had that feeling about me... yep.. i just his student...
i just his student... .....


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on one thing i learned from Desperate Housewives.